Footprints in the sand

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Very long never blog about my life already haha.

It is stressful now. All the assignments are attacking me every single bloody week.
Handed in my 1200 word Psychology essay on monday. Then i became slack and chiong the Boys Over Flowers (bought it for $8 only wahaha) until now left 2 more episodes, and neglected my 1500 word History essay that was due on FRIDAY.

Thank God i wasn't feeling well that day so went to get an MC haha. The doc advised me to rest till Sunday and still recommended my lecturers to give me extension for my essay leh! HAHAHA such a nice man. Guess he understands what it's like to be a college student xD

Today, during my drama meeting (I am playing the role of a mannequin that managed to come to life and escaped into the real world), my friend told me his friend got a 2 week extension cuz she claimed to have swine flu. 2 BLOODY WEEKS WTF. why didn't i think of that?? haha jk.

Drama meeting went well, as crazy as usual hahaha. Had 4 slices of pizza for dinner. And boy the slices were huge! *burp*

Gotta get back to my essay now.

THINGS TO DO, SO FAR:

Mon - hand in History essay (!@#$%$!@$)

- Media n comm meeting on promoting a product to the rest of the class (i have no idea what is going on)

- drama rehearsal with drama tutor (i think it's full dress.. damn i'm not sure)

- LITERATURE ESSAY QUESTION WILL BE OUT !@#$%@#!@$@#

Tues - maths test (1% nia, but still..)

Wed - find and print out useful source for the upcoming 12 MIN SOLO PRESENTATION (!@#$ i have never listened to someone speak for 12 minutes non stop besides politicians and teachers and i wanna be neither FTW)

DRAMA PRESENTATION 2 WEEKS LATER EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Submit Uni application before October (IF I FORGET THIS I AM 1!#$!$##@$ SCREWEDDD)

There is more i think. i just pushed them into the subconscious part of my brain...

My eyes can barely open now and i'm freezing.

oh my history essay...............

The standard of beauty

Saturday, August 22, 2009

As i was walking to the clinic yesterday, that question popped into my head again.

"Is there a standard of beauty?"

You bet. Women want to be slim and tall. Isn't that a standard? It's definitely influenced by the media. It's almost 100% generated by the media. Models are slim and tall. Actresses, likewise.

What about guys?
Most want a buff frame. Tall and buff. And where has that idea come from? Certainly the standard of beauty for guys is to be tall and buff right? I've not heard of anyone who longs to be short and skinny in guys..

To me, however, there's no standard of beauty, though it most certainly exists, no doubt.
I'm almost the opposite of what most girls want to achieve - slim and tall. I want to be fat. Shorter and fatter. It's not a crime, but it's definitely not a standard of beauty cuz my friends think i'm insane. lol.

I need a break

Monday, August 17, 2009