Something circling in my head since many months ago:

1. We are born to die.
It's only a matter of time. What makes us different is the way we choose to live it.

Some choose to waste it away by doing stupid things like committing suicide before they're time's actually up.
Others prefer to do other stupid stuff like killing other people and get locked up in a jail for the rest of their lives.
That's just wasting your life away. Might as well die than get cooped up in a jail for the rest of your life right.
I'm prolly gonna get murdered for saying this anyway but i think these people are stuuupid.
But then i was stupid before. Then again.. maybe i still am.

Okay, so others might choose to do something great when they're alive, like save people.
Life savers are heroes.
But what's the use of being remembered after u die? I mean, what's the use?
And great people who've left an impact in other people's lives are actually mean people cuz u make people feel sad after u die. Evil, i tell u.

So i was thinking and thinking and i arrived at this question:

Why in the world did God create us in the first place? Why? WHY??

You gotta be kidding me if you've not thought of this before.
Before we tackle issues like the global financial crisis or global warming and bleah, can we just find an answer to this question if not we're so totally living an aimless life.

Actually, we can never find an answer to this. Unless we're God.

So i was thinking of all the possible answers to my own question and i finally came to a conclusion a few months ago:

2. God created us because he was bored and he needed some company.

You know what? I think my answer is down right reasonable because in the beginning of nothing, this God was all alone and drifting aorund on nothing. So he decided to create us so he could have some fun.

It's like a computer game. God's the player and we're his little units that he can manipulate and play with.

3.

Without suffering, there wouldn't be compassion.

If we weren't even created in the first place, there wouldn't be suffering. Gawd
why am i even talking about all this..

Cool, it's the first time i'm using blockquotes!



Too much of anything is never good for your health.

Having period makes me so tired and gloomy and lifeless.

My mother says i have sleeping disorder and wants to bring me to see a doc.

Got woken up by Nat's call at around 2pm today. THANK GOD she called me if not i would've died in my sleep.

So in the end never work lor. Omg poor Soybe... he must be hating me now.. Plus the boss.

So i wasted the whole day, rotting at home with my beloved dark chocos. Finished 1 box and halfway through the other.


MESSY TABLE.


1/4 of the wrappers. They're stinking up my room.

DAMN. Now i feel like vomiting.



No sane person is a fan of periods. Period.

PS i wanna clarify some stuff over here. I know some of u think i've retained. For the record, I PASSED ALL MY SUBJS EXCEPT H1 PHYS AND H2 ECONS WHICH MEANS I'M NOT RETAINING. So hah. Anyway. don't think they will read this.. just getting something off my chest.

I am aware that my English standard is rapidly declining. Hence, i've decided to eliminate the usage of singlish in this post.
Man.. why does that sentence sound so weird...

Went to vivo to shop for winter clothes with Sandy and Nat for the korea trip. In the end, it was a wasted journey cuz i left empty-handed.















Went to west mall to buy a pair of converse shoes. Didn't really have the mood to choose so anyhow buy one. Quite ugly but don't care. My mother said can wear for CNY so i guess you can guess what colour it is..

Bought some dark chocolate before going home. Dunno why but i like to eat dark chocolate when i'm feeling down. All those depressed people should try eating chocolate for a change. It might be more effective than those depression pills.



PS this guy walked past me twice on my way out of vivo. He looks better in person. So tall and macho XD






Look. I can't help it. Ok?
That's how unfair and pathetic my life is.
So if you purposely said it loud enough so i could hear it and get hurt, then congratulations, you succeeded.
Oh how i hate myself for being me.

Took leave today(again!) to collect my new passport. I look so funny in the photo.
Then went to school to let the EI person scan it for the Korea trip.






Reminds me of the dome in the previous post


Wanted to cut my hair but was too darn tired, so went home in the end.
That's just basically my day.

Yesterday~

Sent dear YP off for his korea trip.
It was a special day cuz it's the last meeting for Amoeba as a group.. The last time YP and Nat will be seeing each other till who knows when......

Most memorable thing was when YP unintentionally pushed Randy and she bounced on the floor, in the middle of the airport and everyone turned around to stare at the 2. Poor YP went to the toilet to calm himself down while Randy had a sore butt. Lol.

We were so noisy when we were sending YP off at the departure hall until the policeman told us to hush. Stupid Wesley wiped dunno who's saliva on me. This is not the first time liao lor. I'm going to take revenge someday. Just u wait!

After sending YP off, we went to eat at the kopitiam. Then my parents suddenly told me they wanna meet me at the airport to eat so i had to leave Amoeba to find them.









Yup. That was yesterday.

I'm gonna take leave tmr to buy stuff for Korea trip. I think my boss is going to fire me.

WESLEY SEND ME THE PICS!!

Finally.. the comic strip is done!

Characters


R


Vampy


J

Comic strip! point your mouse at the pic to see the subtitles =D


Try to spot HJ!

Today is Monday, in case people don't know. Trust me, there are people who don't know.

Thursday is my OP exam and i'm not going to touch my script until Wed, when we have a group rehearsal.

Friday might be the first day of work. Sounds fun.

I'm doing all this so i won't forget.

I'm trying to put nice borders for the comic strip, but i dunno how to stick the pictures together =.=
Guess it will come out worse than i thought..

Watched the whole season 2 of Heroes yesterday. 1st ep of season 3 will be screened on Thurs... oh sheet. I forgot the timing. Bah, whatever. Don't really like the show anymore.. Which is a pity, really. The show will lose 1 viewer. How sad is that.

Ok i'm going to continue piecing the comic strip together like an idiot who stinks of rotting flesh and looks like she's on drugs.

When the whole world came crashing down...

Damn i don't know what to do anymore. I can't even look at anyone.. can't even smile properly(looks awful).. can't even LAUGH properly(seriously, i lost it).. ARGH I'M A TOTAL WRECK!!!

Didn't go for Halloween with my palpals... When i see the pics they took, i got this weird feeling... dunno what it is. Overwhelming sadness? Grief? Regret?? Maybe a mixture of everything. Everything except joy.

I don't know how to face my friends anymore..

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME...

WTF. I'm like this confused little thing that's stuck in my little well, waiting for someone to come and pull me out..

When the whole world came crashing down...