Jus came back from watching the "Xiang Sheng" performance at National Library. It was funny, but i still prefer the previous performance, i think, a few yrs or 1 yr ago.. i forgot. But, my, how fast these ppl grow! They're so big now i can hardly believe my eyes wen i saw them. I think they're arnd sec 3 now. Time really flies..

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'd like to thank the teachers who taught me, and i'm sorry i din get any teacher's day card/pressies 4 ya all. Will put that into my 'To Do' list.
Mr Chua- HMT teacher. Funny, treats us fairly and is great to all of us. Sometimes we don't respect you, and talk during your lessons, and I'm terribly sorry for that. I VOW TO CHANGE THIS ATTITUDE WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS. I hope others will do the same.. Mr Chua will b retiring aft we graduate.. Soo, we really really need to be good boys n girls n study hard 4 HMT 2 make him proud. (:
Mr Chan- Chem teacher. Scary at times, but is a good teacher. Everyone thinks so too. Honest!!! I'm sorry my Chem sux, but i'm trying to improve it. Altho he blasts at us occasionally (not frequently), there is alwaes a reason 2 y he did so. He does it 4 our own good. At least, dat's wad i tink so la. haha..
Mr Tan- Phys teacher. Lamely hilarious and full of crap. Talks about his family n cracks jokes 2 make his lesson interesting whenever we feel sleepy. He once said dat one cannot blame his teacher for wad he got, cuz at the end of the day, it is us hu gets dat result, not the teacher.. or smth liddat la.
Listening 2 the Les Choristes singing. NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Aft the Teacher's Day performance, went wif YH, Milo n Ruyi 2 HPPS. The main reason of me goin ther was 2 eat the laksa. I missed the laksa.. Ms Phan, 5E n 6E form teacher had already left the sch. Ms Goh wasn't rili interested in tokin 2 us, cuz she was busy tokin 2 another teacher. Nt many 6E ppl came, onli Milo n YH. RY was in 6D. Met Daryl ther. He's also from 6E. Nt many 6E ppl came back- only saw Chi Jie, aka Wee Chi Chi, Dominic, Gladys n Ashley. Good to c some familiar faces.
4got 2 find Mrs Bala.. Feeling guilty now.. The last time i saw her, she said i was "disappearing". If i get 2 c her again, she might say i look like a thread now. But what can i do? No matter how much i eat, i'm still like this. Aargh, Lord, please help me get fatter.
Headed towards Jurong East library 2 chill. Took a cab to Commonwealth MRT. each person paid 90 cents. There wer 4 of us in total. Calculate the fare urself =P. RY n I smuggled sweet corn into the library, n went to the teens lvl, which was the top lvl. Gossiped ther until 2smth, as Milo had tuition.
Oh ya, 4 got to mention dat while we wer gonna come out of the interchange, 2 guys suddenly blocked our path, n wanted our 20 seconds to speak to us about this 'Say NO to drugs" thing. Then they wanted us to "donate" to this foundation. minimum $5. I said we wer in a hurry, n dat guy told me i had "no heart". Wadeverrr. YH wasn't sure if they wer authorised. Den this MRT officer warned the 2 men n told them 2 not step foot into the MRT grounds. Phew, close call.
Wen i was walking back 2 the interchange, I saw police officers questioning the "Organisation". Ther wer mor than 5 ppl being questioned. Hah, i KNEW they weren't licensed. We wer lucky we din fall into their trap.
Thanks God, thanks for everything.

Here are some clips taken from Les Choristes- the movie;

Auditioning. funny, if u understand french



Mohrange singing. NICE =)



Person hu acted as Mohrange singing solo in real live performance. Wicked man!

Additional features: Added the Les Choristes song. Check it out. Its sung by the boys. (:

Watched the 2nd CD of Les Choristes for Eng lesson 2dae. Nice movie (:
Couldn't get back my PPR cuz Mr Loo said dat those whose parents r coming 4 the meet-the-parents session will only be getting it when their parents arrive 2 c the teachers. Jia Yi left the classroom in a huff cuz she couldn't get to c her results. Poor JY. Hey, i oso lor.
Everyone's feeling sad nowadays.. Nana jus told me dat she's feeling sad and depressed. I'm of no exception.
Mr Chan scolded us cuz we din greet him properly. I'm kinda guilty cuz i often greet my teachers half-heartedly.. Hey, I'm not saying i disrespect them, but i'm just too tired cuz of the busy schedule.. Sighh, only got 2 chocs from Mr Chan.. Stanley had 7. SEVEN. Kind Mae Yeeng gave hers to me, altho she lurvves dark chocolate. Thx!
Dun think i wanna go for the parent-teacher thingy. Left mom by herself. Poor mom! Mr Loo told me he's looking forward to meet my dad again.. I think he admires my dad. He even mentioned my dad infront of other ppl eg. Daryl ytd! I din hear that, but Jiahong told me.. Think he was lying.. lols
Thankfully the rain has subsided. Den i can go out.
Oh yea, having a mahjong session at JW's hse wif Mitchell n YH. Care 2 join in?

Sighh, don't know what to write about. I'm practically sighing everytime i blog. Well, since 'Dee' (look at tagboard) asked me to blog frequently, I shall. I'll just type out the schedule of wad I'm doing for this wk.

Mon- Come back home aft sch. Which is what i did. Dunno wad to do in sch cuz lotsa peeps hav bio- which i don't have.
Tues- HMT ATP. We r doing zuo wen!! Haizzzzzz
Wed- HMT. Table tennis. Siann.
Thurs- Half day. YESSSSS. Ain't going wif parents for the parent-teacher thingy. My mom wants to meet Mr Chan n Mr Lim.. Eee, dun wanna go..
Fri- dunno wad i'm gonna do. Mayb meet Jolene.. Or play mahjong wif Mitchell. Hahas. Which reminds me to ask him via his tagboard aft i'm done with blogging.
Sat- tuanqi.. I think
Sun- Church! duhh

Well, that's basically my weekend. Ain't interesting, but that's life..

I'm feeling guilty now cuz i din listen to Rev. Wu preach during the sermon.. I'm soo bad. Bad, bad. Was busy writing, drawing and tokin 2 Kang Ting aka Cosina..
OMG, Mr Chan tagged 0.o cool, the "England" guy is called Brian. Munkeong posted a video of dis African guy doing some wicked hip hop stunts.. Dunno how 2 describe it, haha. He's soo cool lorhz, like got some string hanging from him liddat. V muscular too.. hahas.
Nth much happened 2dae.. Shldn't elborate on wad happened between 4.45-6pm. Ultra funny. hehehee.
Shld go 2 eat dinner liaos. Aft dat, bathe den do hw. Mayb take a pic of myself in my new clothes, lol. Which reminds me... ok, shldn't say. So embarassing!!

Watched this video of bboy joe n zero-nine doing hip hop. Very interesting. It consists of 6 ladies playing gu zheng, plus a DJ and a rocker or dunno wad making those "bom-cha" sounds. Enjoy =)



I just remembered the dance studio who came to our schl to perform (read previous posts). They r studiowu. lols..

OMG, just listening to the Fruits Basket song makes me feel sad already. I wished there was someone like Tohru in reality.. Aargh, it's soo depressing.. =( "let's stay together, Itzumo" dunno how 2 spell.. wad is itsumo/itzumo? Maybe it stands for "my friend". Just guessing.
Sighh. I'm always sighing. I'm soo bored.. Don't feel like touching my hw. I'm just gonna visit some people's blogs and chat. That's all. What an exciting Saturday I have.. I didn't even go to tuanqi today la. I'm such a bad, bad girl.

This is so me;

THE BROKEN BRANCH
Backwards let my life rewind
Until my life is here no more.
No memory left that I had lived
Or ever entered this life's door.
Erase the words in poetry written
And the ones in life were spoken;
Release me now and I'll return
To nothingness and be forgotten.
A tiny seed that Christ pre-knew
And sent me here to be a tree
But I am barren and bare no fruit;
This broken branch I know as me.
Off the ground, please raise my limb
And gently secure it to the vine;
Remove the clouds that shadow me
And let the sun on me to shine.
The cry of Job, is what I pray?
That I return back to the womb?
To be remembered never more
Or visited within my tomb?
Nay, this cannot be, the words I say,
Or the things of which I pray.
For life is precious and so am I
As well as words I so deny.
Within my writes, reveals my soul,that let's you see the barren tree.
A tiny blossom, I see appear:
Just a bud, I see in me
And this write upon a scroll.

Submitted by Gloria Sarasin from Trinity, North Carolina

MENDING HEARTS
Among the brambles of a shattered heart
Among the shambles of life torn apart
When love or friendship turns to hate
When words are spoken to berate
To pick up the pieces seems a chore
But must be done to grieve no more.
Among the puzzles of the reasons why
Among the thistles that cause pain to cry
When moving on is the only goal
To open the door to another soul
Walking in limbo for a while
But lighting candles with a smile.
Among the confusion of forest and trees
Among the conclusion of answers that please
When peace is restored from lackluster
When courage and spirit are easy to muster
To encounter the new and inclusive
To get rid of the old and abusive.
Slowly the hurt will be completely erased
With a better relationship the ego replaced.

© Floriana Hall - July 2002

How can i b a psycologist wen i can't even deal wif my own problems?? =(

Sighh, and i thought ytd's A maths tst was the worst tst i ever had. 2dae's phys tst wasn't any better. Couldn't hav time to finish the paper.. I can't believe i answered my qs THAT slowly.. ack. But my other classmates couldn't finish it as well. Eg. the usuals; Mae Yeeng and Bernice.
Waa, Dex jus asked me y i'm not wif my frens.. Do u think i like staying at home at such an early hour (2.20pm)?! Puh lease la. Who does.. But my othr frens hav ccas.. ALL except me.. aargh. Was thinking of asking Yan Hui.. But i 4got.. i mean like, how can someone forget to ask another person out??? Wad a weirdo.. Me, i mean.
Check out Chen Ting's blog. I like her poem. =)
2dae's assembly performance was rather entertaining. We had these ppl from .. something wu wan la.. sry.. 4got the name.. =X I liked the guy with "ENGLAND" printed on the back of his jacket, and the gal who had rolled up her t-shirt to waist lvl. Nice moves.
Currently obssesed wif Fruits Basket. I'm a person who believes that everything mus start from a beginning (duh..?). so, i always start from vol. 1. Dun wanna start reading/watching something somewhere in the middle/end. Kinda spoils the "feeling".
Kinda like the song from 'High School Musical'. Altho i've not watched the movie.. lols.. But Felix said it sucked. haha. oh well, enough for now. Mayb mor updates later. (:(:( am i smiling, or am i feeling sad.. (:(

Added 3 more songs to dis blog. Go check it out. Lol.. can't believe dat i'm still online at 7.30pm..

Oh ya, 4got 2 type jus now; I once mentioned dat i saw a video of me n co. on youtube rite? (check previous posts) Well, Milo thought dat it was kinda comical, so she put it up on her blog. It totally had nth 2 do wif her lor, lols! If u wan u can go n c.. I hav no objections.. My reputation has already been tarnished =(

Wa lau i'm damn pissed off now la. My stupid LITTLE sister's companions came 2 my hse 4 some so-called project work. She din even tell me dat dey wer gonna "work" in my room la. B*tches. F*ck them la. Stupid kids. Stink up the whole place. Wen i returned howm at arnd 5+pm, i saw 3 pairs of white kiddy shoes n the first thing dat came to my mind was, "oh, sh*t."
Asses la. Dey still moved my stuff as n wher dey wished.. My nice dog plushie was dumped on my study table, togethr wif my cushion! Now i noe y ther's ants on my table.. Dey ATE there!!!!!!
OMFM la, i can't stand it. She jus returned.. She has B.O 4 freak's sake. 3 b*tches=disaster. I can't believe she is my sibling la. Doesn't even look the tiniest bit like me. I rili wanna kick her all the way 2 the north pole n hav her freeze 2 death ther. Ya la, say i m petty, 4 all i care. Dis is not the 1st time. I've warned her b4 not 2 bring her b*itches 2 my room, but wad's the outcome? History jus repeated itself. To ass wif her n her dogs la. Fcking freaks.
Enough of swearing. I've still got mor 2 explode about, but it might get out of hand.. I dun wanna get sued in court sia..
Ok. about 2dae. Pon cca. Dun care liao. I tink onli the juniors wen 2 train. All of us sec 3s din go la. But stayed in sch until arnd 4.30pm cuz the kindness in me decided 2 keep Mae Yeeng company.
Oh yea, jus came across dis phrase "Happiness is jus beside you." Wad is the meaning of "beside" me man.. It's not even around me lor. I guess i'll jus hav 2 search harder. Reading Fruits Basket jus makes me feel worse. Wad's wrong wif the author sia? I'm totally convinced dat she's under depression. Can't reveal the details cuz dat will spoil the meaning of "read it urself".
Well, enuff blogging 4 now.. I'll jus stay online 4 awhile, den go study Phys liao. 2moro hav Phys tst on Pressure.. So pressurizing.. (Did i spell dat correctly?)

Finally changed my blogskin. It's real different from my previous skin, cuz it was white. Kinda contrasting actually. I feel that this makes reading easier... For me la. In addition, new features have been added. I've added 3 songs 2 the blog. (Tips for dummies; click on the triangle were the songs are and it will play. =P) I've changed my skin on the tagboard as well. The previous yellow n pink doesn't suit this new colour..
Ben jus asked me if i'm goin 4 2dae's soccer.. Duhh no. I don't PLAY soccer, altho i watch ppl play once in a while. But i hav 2 admit that i played soccer in England for 2 yrs, cuz both gals n guys play soccer over there. It's a great country, England. I HAVE to go back to visit my friends and teachers, altho the email they gave me couldn't work 0.o. And the email i gave them couldn't work as well.. cuz there was a typo error.. SIGH. I really, really miss them.. =(
Wa siann, Ben jus told me his new blog -.- din tell me he changed the URL.. HAIZ. Gonna add in one more song then go watch TV liao. Hopefully I'll have the mood to complete my HW.. At least I finished my E maths ws, which is a BIG improvement (:
lol.

Currently listening to the Mr Brown show- taxi talk... What's with the constant snort-like sounds? Lol.. weird.. Kinda fake actually, no taxi drivers speak like dat.. Ok, i understand liao. He gets zapped whenever he attempts to say something bad about Singapore.. But that doesn't make the show more entertaining.. However, the sound effects are commendable. Now i'm listening to the Mr Brown show- world cyber games asia day 1... haha. Quite entertaining. "This episode of the Mr Brown show is brought to you by Razor Pro solutions and Imaginary Friends studios. The Mr Brown show is a production of Mr Brown show dot com.. Kill! Kill! Kiiilll! Dadadadadadadada." That was the ending of the podcast.. Quoted it out of boredom..
Anything interesting happened today? Well, got told off by my fren's mom, aka my mom's fren, aka my dad's fren, aka my parents' fren, aka my parents' college mates. Dat's a hell lota connections between me n her. OK. so wad happened was while i was attempting 2 share my Milo nuggets wif Jasmine n Michelle, my fren's mom, aka my... ok, cut the crap. Dat teacher who is.. you know.. ya, called me "Yun Wei" n scolded me, jus bcos she saw 2 lumps of shit- like nuggets on my out-stretched hand. Dat was the 1st encounter.
The 2nd encounter was wen she caught me doing Sudoku on a newspaper.. All the way from the teacher's table. I still can't believe the fact dat she could c me doing Sudoku while I was sitting at the 2nd las row, somewhere at the corner.. Siann..
Ok, nth much 2 sae. But I jus realized dat being in the library is fun.. The ppl ther r funny n i truely enjoyed the experience ther. I'm sure gonna return 4 further hilarious moments wif the librarians, not 2 mention Stanley being a slacker =P

I'm supposed 2 study 4 Chem tst 2moro(see previous post), but y do i still hav the time 2 blog? I seriously hav no idea. Jus came back from training. So tiring.. How can I study while halfway falling asleep? Guess i gotta b like Mr Tan, make my own schedule so i noe wen 2 do wad.. Dunno wad 2 type.. Nth much happened 2dae i guess.

The joy of making someone laugh is a joy to one's self. I'm happy i made April laugh 2dae. =)

Interesting stuff happened today. Read Jia Hong's diary wif Mae Yeeng during Geog lesson. Found it quite hilarious and disheartening at the same time.. Who would wanna call him/herself "cheap"?! Sigh, how demoralising. Well, I'm currently trying to get him to be more brave, and tell that SOMEONE that he has feelings for her. He doesn't even dare talk to her man! Like, come on, it's worse than being friends right? It's so obvious he likes her, but he doesn't dare talk to her.. Then he drew a pig in my diary.. You can call it diary, although it's only got a few entries and the rest is crap. Mae Yeeng said it didn't look like a pig, and mine's was nicer (:. Then he drew a snowman.. Didn't look like one too. Then Mae Yeeng drew her version of a snowman.. which was WORSE. LOL! Looked like an alien.. It had 2 antennas.. Finally got him 2 admit dat he sucked at drawing. Haha! Then he attempted 2 draw a mouse.. Which was kinda deformed, and Bernice din noe wad it was. LOL! Then she said my mouse looked more like a rat.. Well, at least it's better than a deformed thing.
Had Eng and HMT tst 2dae. Jia Hong called it a marathon. diaox. -.-lll Oh yea, realised Eugene quit Bio. I mean like, WTH lor. Now Mae Yeeng's seriously considering of quitting too. DON'T. Oh no.. jus realised dat we hav Chem tst on Moles 2moro.. Aargh, gonna grow some moles on my face if i dun study now (MY said it's lame).
PS Jus saw a video of me n co. on youtube. Gonna sue dat stupid Wesley of invading other ppl's privacy..

Couldn't go 2 church 2dae cuz got sore throat. My voice is totally different la. Sososo weird.. Dun feel lyk myself, but it's ok cuz i'm the onlii one in the house rite now, everyone wen 4 service. Rushing on my chem hw. I hav 3 stacks dat r untouched. A maths- not done. E maths- not done. E maths tst- understand bearings but hav little or few knowlege on Cosine rule. A square= b square + c square -2bc(cosA) i think. 3d.. absolutely no knowledge of dat topic at all. Dun understand wad Looloo was mumbling about.. Mayb pay mor attention 2 him nxt time. I keep gettin distracted lorhz. Siann..

2day was Bro's day 2006, a few wks aft sis' day (check previous posts). Went on quuiiittteee smoothly. Was the Event organiser and the pianist.. Gotta apologise 2 the sisters, cuz they din rili get to play. All of them had their roles to play. They were in-charge of different stations; Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual stations respectively. The guys sure had a hard time, by getting their hairs clipped with clips eg. Hello Kitty clips, lols. And some got their nails painted pink, haha. Dunno u sprayed my hair purple n wif glitter.. I remembered catching a glimpse of ZP dodging behind me, and Gladys n Titia n Jeanell sneaking up on me.. Now my hair's full of glitter n purple hair spray- But i gotta admit dat it's kinda cool. lolzz. Willa baked a cake n we gave the bros soccer balls n tennis keychains. Had fun, even tho i din participate in any games. Gladys said we gotta wash our hair wif conditioner n den shampoo, if not they will all fall off.. but yue tong tinks it's kinda over exaggerating.. better bliv than ignore the "advice".. KK, gtg wash the stuff off.. Took a few pics of it tho.. Mayb post on friendster, hahazz..

Played maple until 4+am ytd. So crazy.. Woke up arnd 10 30am. Nt bad la, at least not like the hols; woke up at 2+pm.. Was s'posed 2 go meet YH n Mitchell 4 mahjong 2dae, but cancelled it cuz JW needed 2 study 4 his tst.. Since when did he become so hardworking.. I wonder..
I'm not watchin NDP, dun feel like.. mayb later bahh. Now got sore throat. Hurts wen i swallow my saliva.. Aft dis mayb I'm gonna play maple. Mus lvl up!! Nth much 2 sae.. Stressed bout Sat's event. Brother's day.. sianzzz. I'm in-charge of the whole shitty thing lorhzzz. Dun wanna b STF liao. Sux 2 the core. Y did i even bcome one in the first place?! I dun care. I'm gonna issue my resignation 2 Esther/Yue Xing on the nxt Committee meeting. Aaaargh, it's driving me completely insaneeee. XP

Woke up at 6am and took 30mins 2 fuss over wad 2 wear. Called 3 ppl for their consent. In the end, wore a HUGE white I.M POSSIBLE shirt dat i got from TeenGames 2006 (read my previous posts) n a red skirt. Looked kinda weird, but Sandy said it was 'cool'. I mean, 'cool'?! Eew. Jackass n Lyn said it was 'cute'. I mean, 'cute'?! Hui Juan said it was 'nice'. I mean.. seriously, how 'nice' can it get.. Parade was quite boring, worse than last yr. Shu Tian's voice was loud. Mae Yeeng couldn't believe it was him.. Aft dat wen 2 diff stations 2 play some activities;
1st station- Had ta squeeze s many ppl onto the bench s possible. In the end, got 2 benches, n everyone got up except Milo Jasmine n I.
2nd station- Everyone got into a circle n held hands. Shu Jia din wanna hold Jonathan's hand. Lol.. Had 2 pass the tied rope from one person 2 the other. Beat 3/3 by 3 secs. Failed the second round n the teacher said we din hav team spirit. Guess 3/2 r the un-enthu bunch..
3rd station- Played Mr Lim's maths puzzles. Solved 2 of his puzzles. Got stuck at the 3rd one. Kept making wild guesses n he had 2 giv us hints now n then. But we failed that as well. He said if we managed 2 solve the last one, our nxt tst would b given full marks 2 all. FULL MARKS. Ren Hao wouldn't giv up even wen the time was up.. Siao wan.
4th station- played snakes n ladders. Ren Hao was still solving the puzzle. Mae Yeeng got to 100.
5th station- played the sticks game. Hui Juan, Natalile n Jessie wer tokin bout talentime, so MY n I played the game. Quite sian, but it was better dan nth.
Aft schl wen 2 find Jackass. She was goin wif *ahem* 2 watch "Click" n Lyn n I felt like lightbulbs, so decided 2 go wif Mitchell dey all. Sigh, i wanted 2 go wif sum one els, but was 2 coward 2 ask.. In the end, 8 ppl wen 2 Clementi Pizza Hut. Mitchell helped pay our bills- $88 in total. CRAZY. Cannot type further liaos. Mus go c Mitchell's blog. Dat's all 4 now.

2dae was kinda normal, nth much really happened.. but ytd was a blast! Watched the St Marg's perform at the Victoria Hall/Theatre. They were awesome, especially the character "Iron". The show's called "Battle of The Elements" or smth liddat. Really made me cheer up despite being moody. Loved "Iron". She was so funny. I really, REALLY wanna get to know the actress. Of course, all of the actresses are from SMGS. The performance enabled the young actresses to showcase their talent. I admired their natural acting skills, and the ability to memorize what they had to say.
The best actress was, to me, Iron. Not only was she great in her acting, she also sang like a star. I'm not exaggerating. It's true. Honestly. She also made me laugh many-a-times, due to her "clumsyness"... Dunno wad the word is.. Haha.. I gotta get the CD. I believe that they have recorded it all down.
After the performance, we got interviewed by some students, i think. They looked like rookie press to me.. Cuz they had these "Press Pass" cards hanging from their neck.. It was scary, as the 3 interviewers recorded wadever we said on video.. One was holding the video cam, the other; a headset, and another was hoding a clipboard.. Scaaary.
Oh well, dunno wad 2 say. Life is getting more and more boring.. Only God can make it shine.. I seriously have to pray more..